what would you be thankful for?

I am thankful for my waterproof mascara

I am thankful for my big sunglass's

I am thankful for the big box of tissue's my parents got for me at Sam's

I am thankful for Tylenol PM

I am thankful for a pretty blue blanket that held my son a few hours, that now lays on my pillow

I am thankful for his footprints the only proof of him I can look at.

I am thankful for the belly picture's I took

I am thankful for for the comfort my husband brings me just by sitting next to me.

I am thankful for REAL coffee now

I am thankful for his heartbeat recording

I am thankful for my son, even though the pain that has come with him leaving is the hardest road I have traveled.

I am thankful for learning what pure love was all about

I am thankful for the strength of my boys to get me through this

I am thankful for the sun rising every morning and the moon setting each evening

I miss my belly

I miss his sweet soft kicks

I miss feeling him swim around

I miss laying on my left side and us having our "dates"

I miss the hope of what might be

I miss dreaming of his healing

I miss seeing the boys talk to my belly and show Zeke their toys

I miss David talking and praying over Zeke

I miss the cravings like fried pickles, green olives, rootbeer, and donuts

I miss eating anything I wanted with no guilt

I miss my son