NOW!!!

I want to be done w/ school! I want to be walking in the calling I feel so strongly for. Can I just go to bed tonight and wake up with my bachelors degree & be getting ready to go into work at the NICU department? I just want to be done! I want to be able to help other families, share our story & I want to get started on what I feel I am called to do! Waiting Sucks! Thinking about all the hard work I have to do is overwhelming, and scary. I already feel like I am not spending enough time with my boys and my husband and I havn't even started clinicals yet. AHHHHH & yet I want another baby i must be totally and completely insane! lol